New year, New me :)

Hi :) I'm back again. Its been so long since my last post. I think I'm gonna often updating my blog from now on. So many things have changed in a year. I think I've changed a lot since last year. One year older, but my mind is already 5 years older than my age. I've learned so many things even for a short while😇 

People always seeing me as 'cheerful ayra' without knowing how hard I'm trying to show people around me my bright side. It's not that I'm pretending to be cheerful, its just that I don't like to show people my other side of myself. Everyone has the other side that only certain people can see it. Actually, I'm someone who has a lot of deep thoughts and always taking care of people around me more than my own feelings. Because that is one of my happiness, to make people around me happy and comfortable to be with me for a long time. But sometimes people take for granted and misunderstand my kindness and care. But no matter how hard I'm thinking about a way to not hurt my ownself while taking care of others, I can't find a better way. So I guess I will just try to adapt with this feeling until I feel like giving up. I'll never stop giving people around me a smile. 

Oh yes, this year I'm gonna be 26 soon! So I've a new resolution this year, I wish I'll meet someone who is kind enough to love me and be with me forever. I think its time for me to think about getting a partner. So wish me luck gais! 🙈😉